heres another morning where i cant decide to sleep or stay awake and im tangled up in thoughts; thoughts of how we fell apart. i tried to make it work but all you did was make it worse and all youve done is leave me hopeless.
maybe just maybe,
you caused the problems in my life.. because ever since you left, i fight a lot with mom and dad. because of you i fight a lot with my friends. because of you i push people away. because of you i cry a lot more than ever. because of you i cant see my future. because of you my demons keep tormenting me. because of you i cant find my self esteem anymore. because of you ive got to face these demons on my own. but ever since you came into my life, you made those feelings go away.
i cant do this on my own.
