you wont read this, i know. but yeah.. it's 1st April and what does that mean? your big day, love. your birthday. happy birthday! ♥ thank you for everything tho it hurts, so bad. nah forget it. just enjoy your day ok? you can never be fifteen again. stay blessed.
don't forget what we had.
don't forget about us.
don't forget about anything.
just don't, ok?
today
i saw you walking down the hall and i remembered how we used to be. how we laugh together, how we smile at each other every time we bumped. its so sad how you were such a big part of my life and now you're just gone. i miss you a lot, i want to tell you how much i need you but i can't and its killing me.
because you don't need me as much as i need you which scares me because you could easily leave me behind and move on with your life but i would be stuck here all alone. i still need you, tho. i need you here to tell me that everything will be fine. i need you here to tell me that life is worth living. i need you here to tell me "just try not to cut, okay?" like you used to. i need you here. always.
happy birthday, love. you were all i need back then. now i'm just a flower and you're the field. i hope you're having a good day and i hope you're happy with your life. good luck in studies and sorry for wrong doings. it seems like once again you've had to greet me with goodbye.
i miss you, forever and always.
"maybe it's time to let free."
